Representing Children of Narcissistic or Other Emotionally Abusive Parents

My Name Is Grey

Emotional Child Abuse Poem (Song Lyrics) Written by Randi Fine

My name is Grey.

I was the lost child of Black and White.

The lack of color caused a terrible plight

And into I was born.

 

From two extremes,

Who saw the world through their book of rules,

Preaching knowledge that was wisdom of fools.

Inside of it I was torn.

 

So I saw love, not from above.

If I was “good,” I’d be understood.

And so I learned, as my soul burned

To hide my Grey, a game I’d play.

 

This free-willed Grey

Believed I had the right to try things my way,

Yet as a child I must always obey,

Or Black and White might see red.

 

I was so lost.

Behind my walls I’d obediently hide,

Watch the confusion with eyes open wide,

With tears that I could not shed.

 

But Black and White, means wrong or right.

There must be Grey. There can’t be just one way.

From two extremes, I lost my dreams

They hid away, inside the walls of Grey.

 

A fearful pair,

Who never trusted they had value there,

Who saw their lot in life as being unfair.

The rules were just their guard.

 

A mind so free,

Needs encouragement unselfishly,

Deserves love unconditionally,

Should be free to be who they are.

 

Now the pleaser is free. I have uncovered me.

How could I grow, when my perfection was for show.

Still Black and White believe they’re right.

But the victor Grey is here to stay.

 

My name is Grey

I was the lost child of Black and White.

Now I’m the logic between wrong and right.

 

Copyright 1997 Randi Fine

All Rights Reserved

Please contact Randi for permission to reprint.

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